dylo

 God dammit I'm stupid. Lemme give some backstory
A few weeks ago I wore my Lemon Demon shirt on one of the days I went to my course, and I was waiting outside the place when someone came and complimented it. It was unexpected so I looked up from my phone and just said "yeah!" happily. Then I went to my course like normal and it was fine.
Today I wore it again and at the end of my course (it goes from 5:30 PM - 8:30 PM) when I walked out to the elevator/stairs to exit, the same person was there waiting for the elevator and they said something about the shirt again. I didn't know they attended the place, and on top of that my brain was kinda tired out (at least socially) at that point and I knew that my dad was waiting for me outside across the road. So they complimented the shirt again, and my reply was just "yeah" again, awkwardly. Then I TOOK THE STAIRS INSTEAD OF THE ELEVATOR WHICH I TAKE EVERY SINGLE OTHER TIME and obviously haven't seen the person since. I realllllllllllly hate myself right now and hope that I see them again so I can apologize for my stupid actions and hopefully become friends, cause if they like Lemon Demon I can talk about that for beyond hours. I've genuinely never wanted to go back in time as bad as I've been wanting to since that happened. It's gonna be verrry painy until I see that person again. And I really hope that I do. There better be another journal entry update thing in the near future that says I at least talked to that person. I mean next week. Actually this is now a promise, I WILL apologize if I see them. And I will talk about it on this page. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel terrible

Lemon Demon - Boat
I think I wanna go learn this on keyboard. Brb